many lil recollections

(this first section was written yesterday, 7/3/26)

Hello, dearest reader!

I come to you again, the day after my first post of the year.

I want to make sure I actually start posting, so I’m making another post today! I won’t be doing daily posts by any means, I just felt like yapping today.

I forgot to mention yesterday that I did a tarot spread idea I found and the reading was so positive and clear!

It made me really happy to see. Things are gonna be okay!

Yesterday’s card of the day was 2 of cups, which I thought was SO cute given that I had just pulled the same card for my friend a few nights prior. I took it as a sign that the Universe was telling us we are besties. We already knew that, but now we know the Universe knows it too lol. It even looks kinda like the both of us!

Today’s card is 6 of cups!

Today I completed my morning pages in record time, by the way.

I finished all 3 pages in FOURTY ONE minutes !!!!!

I’ve been taking around an hour !!!!!

So basically I’m a master at morning pages now idk

Just kidding I have nothing to say half the time hahaha

But the morning went really well!

I streamed for a few hours in the morning then I gave myself a few hours to decompress and now I’m live again this afternoon!

Feel free to follow me on twitch if you would like to tag along for some coworking!

I eventually want to return to gaming but I’m just not quite there yet.

This is my first day of testing out going live twice, instead of picking either a morning stream or an afternoon stream.

I just want to be able to accommodate everyone and that’s hard when you’re live at like 6 am usually hahaha!

While I was decompressing after stream I was also WAITING.

ANTICIPATING.

SALIVATING AT THE THOUGHT OF WHAT WAS TO COME.

I was waiting for a package to arrive!

AND GUESS WHAT

I ended up just instinctually checking to see if it arrived like a minute or two after it was delivered hahaha

You wanna know what I got???

I got poetry books!!!!!!!!!!

I am currently hyperfixated as FUCK on poetry rn.

So I got two books on how to improve your poetry, and two poetry anthologies. How exciting!

I am so excited to read these it is unreal.

I’m so happy they have arrived !!! I feel like I’m on top of the world!!!!!

I was SO happy about getting this that I actually wrote a poem inspired by the anxiousness of waiting for a package hehehe I will share it here since it won’t be posted on my instagram for another week!

This one also rhymes! I felt like writing a free verse about being excited for a package would just be strange hahahaha

I also did a lil mid year reflection in my journal today, based off of my prompts from my video I did on it last year! Posted a year ago today actually.

I would love to make a video of this year’s answers, and then I can also give everyone all the questions first instead of making them wait for my answers to get each new question like I did in the original.

So maybe that is something I can do soon, even if I’m a little late!

I can’t do it today because I am streaming and then this evening I am hanging out with FRIENDSSSSSS.

I love seeing my friends! I love friendship! It makes me so happy!

So that is going to be very, very fun.

For now I am sitting here writing this blog post to you!

I must admit, that is the end of my updates about today!

I could choose to yap about something else but I think I’ll just accept that this is a shorter blog post.

I will try and make lil notes throughout my days so I remember to talk about certain things on here with you!

Thank you so much for reading this lil post of mine! See ya later!

SIKE!!!! WE ARE CONTINUING THE BLOG POST THE NEXT DAY MUAHAHA i saved it as a draft to come back to yesterday but it was too late, so today I’m gonna YAP YAP YAP about yesterday and a buuuuuuuunch of random tidbits of the past few weeks to get you up to speed on my life lately.

Let’s continue on talking about yesterday!

You know how I mentioned I streamed twice in one day? Never again lol.

I was FALLING ASLEEP reading the poetry handbook during my last pomo !!!! I kept having to reread bits and I was not retaining everything like I would want to.

I had to end stream and take a one hour nap before my friends were to pick me up hahaha

speaking of, the time with my friends was amazing!

We got together to do a little cookout for the 4th a day early cause my bestie got the day off work!

We had hotdogs and hamburgers (mine adorned with solely ketchup, as is the autistic tradition) and they were so yummy :3

Then after eating we continued our viewing of the tv show Interview With The Vampire!

That show is so good omg!!!! We’ve only watched it two times now and we are into season 2, cause the first day we all watched it together we made it to episode 6 (out of 7) of season one hahaha. Needless to say I went home at 1 am that night.

But I’m really enjoying it. My bestie has seen it before and our friend that also lives there with them is obsessed with the show, and I understand why!!!

So I’m the only one seeing it for the first time so I’m so locked in lmao I’m mostly silent as they are cracking jokes because they’ve seen it before and know the characters better, naturally. I’m just happy to witness their banter hehehe

I got home around 11, went to bed around 12, and still woke up at 5 am!

I ended up taking a long walk today and I came RIGHT up to a deer munching on some overgrown grass!!! I was so lucky!!!

She did not seem bothered by me, but to walk past her I still went out into the street and went very slowly as to not disturb her morning munches.

I came home and was super tired but I refused to take my medicine at 6 am again because I feel like that’s why I got so tired at 4 pm yesterday.

For context, I have severe fatigue at all times and if I don’t take my meds I can spend most of the day sleeping, so they wake me up enough to function, but when they wear off I get tired again.

I think taking them so early mixed with streaming twice was just too much on my weak lil system lol.

so instead at 6:30 a.m. I decided to rest my eyes for 30 minutes, but that didn’t help at all lol, so I took a nap until 8:30.

Then I made myself a real breakfast as I only grabbed poptarts at 5 a.m. so I could go straight on my walk.

I have to take a walk as soon as possible to beat the heat, it’s been so bad !!!!!

so then I went live around 9 am, a lil late for my tastes but it’s okay. I don’t put a schedule on myself for days like today where I need to adjust for taking a longer walk and/or needing more rest.

I pulled today’s tarot card and it isssss……. Ace of wands!

Love that for me. 🙂

Now I am spending the final pomo writing this post, and I combed through my phone for pictures to give you lots of little updates on my life lately! Just for fun since I’ve been gone so long!

First update, I have a son now! I know some people don’t upload pictures of their children onto the internet, but I know you guys will respect his privacy, and he’s too cute not to share!!

Don’t you see the resemblance? Isn’t he just the cutest guy you’ve ever seen in your life. I know he’s chunky, but the doctor says he’s perfectly healthy!

In all seriousness this snorlax plush is my son, I have grown so attached to him hahaha. I love him so dearly.

Here is a picture of my niece’s hand and his after she gave them matching rings from cupcakes I bought hehehe

And also from my niece, this time a little less wholesome, she was taking a cap from a can of hairspray or something and pressing them all over my snorlax to make these circle marks.

Why is this less wholesome, you ask?

Because when she was done she proudly proclaimed to everyone in the room, “He has boobiesssss!”

Adorable. Inappropriate, but adorable.

while at my sister’s house I got to enjoy the company of their dog, Pumpkin, and their newest addition, Muffin!

Here is the gorgeous Pumpkin sleeping on my lap and then being a menace and demanding attention while I was trying to write my morning pages hehehe

and then there’s baby Muffinnnnn!

She is the cutest little thing. Harder to take photos of on account of being a void baby, but so loveable nonetheless.

While I was there I also finally put all my pokemon cards into my binder!

Oh yeah, I’ve gotten into pokemon cards !!!!

All I own is bulk from my nephew that he so kindly let me sort through and have!!!!

I am attempting to save up for a trip to Chicago next year to attend a TCG convention, because in getting into cards I have naturally turned to youtube content on my hyperfixation and so I fell in love with Vendor POV content and now have my group of favorite vendors I’m dying to meet hehehe. So hopefully a big enough convention next year will get them all together!!

Isn’t this page so pretty??? It’s one of the night themed pages :3

I sorted them all based off aesthetic vibes. So like nature, nighttime, cities/towns, indoors, spooky, etc.

I am very proud of it. I wanna film a binder flip through video for youtube! I love watching those, especially from female collectors with cutie collections hehehe.

Speaking of pokemon, I printed a bunch of my favorites onto sticker paper and turned it into a junk journal spread on my faves!

So cute. So so so so so so cute!

Circling back to my daily walks, I have seen some cute little creatures I would like to share with you!

I feel so lucky every time I manage to snap a picture of the lil babies I see!

bonus picture of the sky on one of my walks just cause it’s pretty:

Sometimes I like to walk to the park, and a few times I have spent some time there to journal in the sunlight and it’s really lovely!

except for the falling bugs off the trees I have to flick away before they COME TO THREATEN MY LIFE. I know their intentions, you can’t tell me otherwise.

I have made a few fun purchases here and there!

I have of course beefed up my lip gloss collection, ONLY the glitter ones though.

The pink is my favorite, as you can see.

I also got Olivia’s new album! It comes with a super cool artistic lyric booklet and it made me so happy!!

I was so excited to listen to it on my cd player for the first time instead of streaming it for my first listen. It’s just more special that way!

Except my cd player is NOT RESPONDING ANYMORE. And of course I did not know this until I went to play the cd.

I was heartbroken. I’m hoping it somehow comes back from the dead, that it will magically fix itself, but I’m still waiting on that miracle. I’m starting to think it won’t happen lol.

something I didn’t buy but totally wanted was this cute lil creeper backpack!!! look at it!!!!

How cute is that????? I’m not even a very advanced minecraft player, I just want to own the adorable lil explodey boy.

Oh, totally switching subjects, but I need to share this. One day while bored I made a progressively more and more girlypop edit of Choso, here is the final version:

For all my fellow Choso girlies, enjoy hahahaha

and to end this recap I will add a lil selfie !! cause why not !!

Kisses from me to you !!!!!!! Love u much !!!!!!!

Thank you so much for reading, I will hopefully be here again yapping to you soon enough! Long enough to gather yapping content, but short enough to not abandon you for half a year again. Sorry bout that.

See yaaaaaaaaa !!! <33333333