discovering my worth through loass

Hello! I’m back so soon!

A new hyperfixation has entered the chat.

It’s manifestation, specifically through the law of assumption!! (or loass as abbreviated in the title of this post)

Now I have not actually read any of Neville Goddard’s work, but in my past few days of consuming loass content I have of course seen him referenced a lot so I chose him as the image to represent it hehe.

I also plan to read his work soon! I want to read books on the law of assumption to get more familiar with it as I have only consumed content via twitter and youtube.

This actually all started on twitter!

I naturally gravitate towards positive and inspiring content online, and twitter is no different.

I know twitter, especially with it’s current owner, can be a cesspool, but mine generally stays very wholesome thanks to what I personally engage with.

My “For You” tab does morph based on whatever I’m liking most. Generally it’s kpop content for various groups. Then it was consumed by kpop demon hunter content after I watched the movie and engaged with like two posts.

But it always has very aesthetic and positive content on there. And I had been seeing content on manifesting and of course liking it, I’ve always been a fan of the concept of manifestation.

But it took a specific turn this time, with really empowering tweets about instantly manifesting what you desire. I was interested and wanted to follow the accounts I was seeing repeated in my for you tab, so I did. Turns out by looking at their bios they were loass girlies!

I was really resonating with this content. But some of it lowkey gives spiritual psychosis vibes. But like, I get it. But still didn’t wanna retweet some of the bolder claims lol.

So instead, yesterday I created a loass account!!! I even crafted an alter ego for my persona who runs the account hehehehe.

I wanted to affirm all of my desires out into the void of the internet and be part of such a positive and empowering community !!!!

I’m so happy ever since making it. My entire feed is just affirming that what I desire is already mine and it’s an amazing reminder of my own personal power.

Like, ever since finding law of assumption my confidence has suddenly skyrocketed THROUGH THE ROOF.

For two days in a row I was talking in my diary of my desire to be magnetic.

I had even been crying while describing my shortcomings one day. and ended up crying directly onto my sentence talking about how it was making me cry and how it made me feel so stupid. It was poetic in a way. It would’ve done numbers on tumblr back in the day, that’s for sure.

I was already writing on the second page when my tears fell and when I saw where they landed I just had to take a second to laugh at myself. Like, of course that just happened.

But after finding the law of assumption, I was journaling in my morning pages today about how silly that all was.

I AM magnetic. I always was.

I had been manifesting and attracting negativity so easily and effortlessly through my negative beliefs about myself.

It’s time for me to do the opposite. It’s time for me to welcome in abundance because I am abundance. I am divine. I am worthy.

It breaks my heart that I didn’t see that before.

Also, it isn’t lost on me that this spiritual awakening of sorts happened at the beginning of my Saturn return. I believe that is divine timing.

I am clearing all the old blocks and ways of life that are no longer conducive to a positive life in this new era.

I am clearing out the old and building the new.

I mentioned before how this felt like a tower moment for me and I still believe that! We are breaking apart the old and shaky foundations.

This summer of healing has been better than I could’ve ever imagined.

I now have an unshakeable belief in myself and my life, all because I had the realization that it was finally time to put myself first.

As my friend Doogsley put it, just as Ken’s job is just beach, my job this summer is just heal.

And I love that analogy so much. It’s really helped me accept that I need to just fully resign to focusing on the healing process.

And what incredible results I’ve had so far!

I’m functioning like a normal human again and feeling so good about myself and partaking in hobbies I love, I’m doing an awesome job. I’m so proud of myself.

Oh, to explain what law of assumption is for those who haven’t already opened a new tab to google it while reading this post, law of assumption is literally just the idea that your assumptions and beliefs about the world shape your reality.

It’s pretty out there depending on what you’re trying to manifest, but I love it.

I think it’s such a powerful way of thinking positively and I’m so passionate about living your life with a positive mindset, hence why I made my video on being delusional this January.

Because in a world where you could believe anything you choose to, why not believe in yourself? Why not believe you’re going to get everything you desire? Why hold yourself back?

I went on a whole rant about this on twitter this morning actually.

I literally paid that hellsite $3 to make that long post cause I was so worked up in the moment and wanted to get out my full thoughts without condensing them.

I was inspired to make it because in between the positive tweets, I do see the viral negative ones as well.

The ones that posit that all men are trash, that their love life is doomed, that their life is full of misfortune.

It stresses me out so badly to see people so willing to speak negativity into existence.

I really do stand behind that Ariana Grande quote, your tongue is sacred !!!!!!!! speak upon what you like !!!!!!!

Stop spreading negative assumptions about yourself and your existence !!!!!!!!!!!

Even seemingly harmless things like “oh I’m so lazy” are speaking that into reality.

If you continue to say it and identify with that story you are always going to live up to that. You’ll always “be lazy.”

It’s also why I, a deeply passively suicidal and depressed human being, do my best to barely make suicidal jokes anymore.

I don’t want to speak that kind of negativity into existence. I don’t even want to joke about dying. I wish to live for a long time.

It’s also why I don’t jokingly tear myself down.

You make one mistake or talk a little too long and suddenly it’s “oh I’m so stupid lol, I’ll shut up now”

Why are you silencing yourself? Why are you so afraid to take up space?

Even when it’s a “joke” you’re still speaking negatively about yourself.

You can still poke fun at yourself, I still do too.

But I try to frame it more positively, even if it’s sarcastic.

“Oh I’m so smart” whenever I make a mistake. “Oh I’m so graceful” if I trip over air while walking. “Oh I’m so beautiful” if I wake up with a nasty case of bedhead.

I just don’t like to give power to any type of negative wording. If I’m going to make fun of myself I’m going to make it a facetious compliment instead lol.

I don’t even like to make affirmations with negative words.

My chosen affirmation is not “I never lose” it’s “I always win.”

It is not “no harm shall find me” it is “I am divinely protected.”

“It is not “I am not afraid” it’s “I am brave.”

You see what I mean?

Maybe that’s overkill, but I’d rather be safe than sorry.

And choosing to be positive in all facets of life will never be something that you regret. So I say, why not.

So yeah, the law of assumption has helped boost my confidence in myself and my inner power so much these past few days.

I feel so much better about the direction my life is going now that I believe that I am the controller of that destiny.

I’d much rather believe that I am responsible for my reality than to resign that power to an outside force.

And I am someone who speaks of The Universe as an outside force with such reverence and love !!!

But I still believe with law of assumption that the Universe wants to cater to your desires, it just takes you aligning with those desires and beliefs to get it. So ultimately it is in your hands, not the Universe’s.

I already pretty much believed this, that the Universe wants to cater to what you want yourself. But I believed more so in aligned action than in aligned thought. And that manifestation also requires specific and aligned action, not just belief.

But loass girlies are more so in the camp of believing that anything can come from thoughts themselves and I find that really interesting and cool.

So yeah, you don’t have to agree with it, you don’t have to believe in it, but I do want you to at least walk away believing in yourself.

Thank you so much for reading, I appreciate you endlessly!!!!!!!

Take care of yourself and make an effort today at the very least to think more positively. See if you like it.

It’ll likely feel uncomfortable or foreign at first to think positive thoughts you don’t truly believe, but I fully endorse faking it till you make it. Eventually the thoughts start to click.

Treat yourself kindly and take care.

Until next time, goodbyeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33333333333