an eepy eepy day today !! - Bunnie's Garden

Hewwo !!!!

I am an EEPY mess today, I only somewhat feel normal now after resting my eyes all afternoon after the kids left and taking my meds

I woke up so LATE today it’s actually a tragedy

which means I didn’t get to do tarot or anything this morning like I prefer to

So actually…..

lemme pull rn and upload my pulls here rq !!!!!

alright DRUM ROLL PLEASE……………………….

ace of wands !!!! I just pulled this on the 17th as well

Annnnnnnnnd there we are !!!!

I feel like there’s themes of like creativity and getting shit done hehe

Which speaking of….. my next youtube video…. Still haven’t made any progress on that…..

I don’t know what to DO !!!!!!

I’m gonna brainstorm video ideas and look over my old ideas and see if I just need to pivot again.

OR if I just need to get over it and lock in on the book video.

Okay so stay tuned………… will update after I do that………….

Okay so ummmmm

Literally I’ve already been feeling resistance towards this

And now my book notes won’t load

and that is the ONLY PAGE that won’t load in my capacities

So now I’m like okay I definitely need to pivot….. But I’m just not sure of what to do

I wanna do like hobby vlogs but I’m just not sure what all it should entail to have it be interesting

It’s already Tuesday which means I’ll only have Wednesday to Saturday to work on it IF I can figure something out tonight

That’s not great I’m not gonna lie to you lol

It’s looking like my upload schedule is once every two weeks rather than once every week just with how it keeps lining up

Don’t love that

But also maybe that’s better for the balance in my life anyways

If I’m constantly hustling to get a youtube video out I’m not really working on other stuff I need to do

And I still have moments where I kind of waste time but it’s also natural to have moments where I’m not gonna be working on any of my pre planned tasks and I really need to allot for that in my schedule anyways

So hmmm….. much to think about

It’s hard having something you wanna do so badly but also having life to do lmao

Oh!

I just remembered I haven’t played Infinity Nikki in a few days so I decided to hop on really quick and good thing because the current event is ending in a day

and got a pretty picture!